stars

can't really remember when was the last time I could see a clear sky with all those sparkling stars. makes me wonder, makes me cry, makes me want to write not knowing exactly what.
latest post have been about man, let's do that.
he's sitting next to me, on this trip to another unknown destination. to a place only he can follow me around. makes me happy, makes me scared, makes me want to cry, like i've already  did... so many times.

terrace

there's no wonder that when listening to brand new colony, on a little town in the middle of no where, after an hour of struggling to fall asleep, my thoughts come across leaving this hotel room to the terrace where one of the many (and for that I mean many many) sexy boys i've seen wandering around, would be on the same desperate situation and we would lye on each-other's arms and continue listening while watching the stars.
no, of course that last part never happened. my go.to.bed playlist is running it's last song on my headphones and stretching my other leg has become a synonym for freezing. almost ten years have passed since i first listened to there is, little has changed. is there someone out there? will you fall asleep? i clearly can't.